Sord of a long blog:
..So Lately it's been happening again. I feel as though Im doing more Postive things, because of my POSITIVE energy and with that,I am accomplishing alot to due it.I don't know if any of you reading right now.. know about the Laws Of Attraction. There is a book based on it,which is very Interesting! It projects that if you feel, think or want positivity in your life..naturally the world will draw that towards your path or Journey. Same as Negative energy as well. Its like your leading ..to have a following ..of a Energetic form of support or Negative Obstacles. Weird right?? Anyhow, as a scale I see both sides.Well all my life Ive had occurances even till this day..where lights flicker,system shutdowns,cell phones off signal,electricity shocks on the car doors, happen around me in a new place.. the list goes on. I record my own music often with different artists like me.. in studios and the guys ,never fails)say to me..this never happens!! I swear chels ..you walk in and the brand new program goes off , freezes or whatever.Always in the studio or a new place, I feel like Im effin ROGUE from Xmen or something?? Haha! Is it possible we contain alot of energy that may be mistaken as paranormal?? Is it paranormal? I dont know. Could it be..we humans just obsorb lots of positive & negative Ions..which is like magnetic like in its field.Now Im talking physics...a little complicated much no? Reason to blog it out lol! I continue to try and process this...till 2 days go.I went to a random store out of the blue..just because I needed some retail therapy and I get so bored with the same ol same ol places. I was in a plaza and I walked into Bells... saw some cute shoes I wanted and as..I approached the busy ol lady and young guy for help...FliCk!!The whole lights in the damn store flickered off and on..Then resumed on again.Like a sign!! The lady was startled,she squated as we were being attacked by lights or something and the cool guy too also saying..AYE! LOL! Im use to it but I did pause.I was like OMG..not again. No worries its me..its my energy haha! & they looked at me with a scared face ,like what a freaking weirdo..thats never happened here.What would you think? You cant say that You would not question this so called routine of energetic forces right? Its starting to annoy me.I ve traveled far for certain money making projects and this shit happens all the time. Why me.O why? I have no clue.Last night after my gig..a male medium friend approached me.Had not seen him in forever.He has this inner gift to seek above and beyond the human eyes mind and ears so to speak.So right away,by the way crazy timing I told him..Dude! Something is with me..Something is following me and messing things up or signal or something.He held my hand , grasped my energy flow though me,looked at my palm and said...Wow! This is a good one. No need to worry bella,btw Im called bella at my work places.. thats another subject in another blog)..You have a Soul Sister! A what? A SOUL SISTER! Im like I dont have sisters I am the only child.He said..no she was meant to be born with you but instead shes with you through a spiritual energy.He believes we can and are reincarnated.I m open to the thought, I love God and believe in god so i know there is Heaven and hell. Well..this is different. Its a female following ..kind of like a guardian angel.She wants you to know she is with you still and loves you and is protecting you. You are loved and your strong with her. It made a bit of sense.I do feel like uncontrollable and Intense while performing or being on the stage. When I record I pour my heart & soul out that maybe she channels through my body & mind with the positive energy force.Closed minded makes her sad and alone. She is (now coming from my medium friend,)is wanting to get my attention.It seems as though we all have a brother or soul sister.Do you believe in that or the unknown? Ok for those religious..guardian angels.There so you wont think Im going against the lord because Im not.I m just curious like many to know why this is a on going cycle...it even effects my workplaces and living.e.t.c.What to do?! He said accept her ,talk to her .Pray she is your partner in crime with the energy and music. Sidekick to help you kickass in what you love to do. I laughed but thought how interesting. I should have not questioned it. I say my goodbyes and thanked him for the spontenous visit..crazy timing ,advice he gave me.Made me a spiritualist as of last nite.I went to the ladies room at the bar and noone was in there but me. I admit I was a lil spooked ,got up washed up and then FLUSH from afar another toilet goes off! YIKes I ran out of there like a bat from hell! Haha.I was shakened up a bit but I forgot it wasn't paranormal.Its my Guardian Angel..she's probably happy that I figured her out again.Shes been with me supposeably through many moons ago lol! If this is true,I will believe it and hopefully things continue to be good or get better as time goes by!So I know I got a great father..GOD himself and Mother Mary Jesus..its pretty lovely to have a soul sister too!! The unconditional family I cannot see yet but feel In me and are all around me.This blog is spiritual and beyond.Hope I didnt cause a stir of questions..which can cause anxiety lol! Just had to let it out and share for you readers out there.Maybe you have a similiar spiritual story you wanna share with me.. that can be Inspiring to move foward with happiness and Postives vibes as well.Feel free to let me know or advise I dont mind...because afterall Life or in this life Im living in ..now..thats what I assume life is about. Peace.&.Much LOVE TO ALL :) ciao,
Xoxo Bella
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