Hay Ya'll!
So its been awhile I know. I ve been hella busy with work,music and other things that matter in life. Hope everyone is doing well reading this. A couple weeks ago, 3 to be exact..My dog was acting funny, fatter,hungry for the most part..turns out..she was pregnant! Yes! my innocent lil virgin cocker spaniel got knocked up by my other male dogs big balls lol! okay wanted to add humor. this will be short! I really naturally,became close, these newborn baby pups. All of a sudden , I felt like Mother goose!!! I was and am very protective with them and their surroundings. I get after the mother when shes not breast feeding all the time, even though, im sure she needs a break. LOL! Shes a great mom to be quite frank,but I guess since I am the grandma ..I just wanna be sure their well taken care of in any way.I had a life changing experience watching them being born. It was disgusting yet beautiful to witness life being created and out before my eyes. I, then knew, if my patient loving comfort spaniel can get thru this painful experience?...I can too be a mom!! I always dreamt of being a young hip loving mother.Its sad to say, I yearn for my own lil family since Im the only child,28 and all. I want a average of 2..or whatever god gives me. Im lucky enough.I just hope..as times goes by I can too be a mother one day.. I love youth,kids, Innocence..and the warmth children have ..and offer us loved ones.So long story short..god willing, I hope and pray I can be a lucky mother like my own dog sarah..and be the best I can be..but for now, I'll play mother goose & attend when needed.I do take good care of them,go all out in the wee hours like a real human infant would.. need assistance.To those whom have children, I now understand..the meaning and unconditional love you naturally,humanly ,instinctly..feel.God bless.Love future mother goose :) xoxo bella
